Man if only I had a bullet for all of my valentines....That would be like a box of chocolates!

Now,Now...where to begin. Well for starter srry I havent wrote in such a long time. But I dont know I just felt I needed to get away from it all for a while! Since the break I kinda changed a bit dont know some shit just didnt work out. So no need for me to be all happy and fuckn jumpin around like Im a fuckn maniac. But I still try to move on over the bad and recover. Now dont get me wrong i mean i had loads of fun and stuff but 2 events change me and turned me around a bit. I'm a senior now u know...no more gettin stoned all the time and shit like that...its time to look forward and into the future but It's like mystery...what does the future have in store for me. Im gonna go to college but afterwards......Will i get a job?? am I gonna be happy? what will happen to all my friends?? I mean shit is all nice now but has anybody ever thought of what it will be like wen its all over? Fact is u will probably never meet your friends again............. And that is the sad part. But I guess Ill make it through the year and just be a ghost of the past never to be remembered!

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